{"id":193,"date":"2022-03-09T19:49:12","date_gmt":"2022-03-09T19:49:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/evassvammel.se\/?p=193"},"modified":"2022-03-09T19:49:16","modified_gmt":"2022-03-09T19:49:16","slug":"en-evighet-eller-en-kort-sekund","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/evassvammel.se\/?p=193","title":{"rendered":"En evighet eller en kort sekund"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"entry\">\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/evassvammel.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/IMG_R_0003-1024x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-194\" srcset=\"https:\/\/evassvammel.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/IMG_R_0003-1024x1024.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/evassvammel.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/IMG_R_0003-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/evassvammel.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/IMG_R_0003-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/evassvammel.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/IMG_R_0003-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/evassvammel.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/IMG_R_0003-1536x1536.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/evassvammel.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/IMG_R_0003-2048x2048.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Ett \u00e5r.<br>En o\u00e4ndlig tid som passerat.<br>Ett \u00f6gonblick.<br>Ett \u00e5r.<br>Tolv m\u00e5nader.<br>365 dagar.<br>8 760 timmar.<br>525 600 minuter.<br>31 546 000 sekunder<br>S\u00e5 l\u00e5ng tid som jag har levt utan dig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sorgen inte \u00e4r l\u00e4ttare idag \u00e4n f\u00f6r exakt ett \u00e5r sedan.<br>Men jag t\u00e4nker att jag blir starkare.<br>Nu har jag burit den i ett helt \u00e5r och jag blir starkare.<br>Mina armar som lyfter upp sorgen varje morgon och som b\u00e4r den genom dag efter dag har blivit starkare.<br>Mina axlar sjunker inte lika l\u00e4tt och ofta ner av sorgens tyngd som vilar p\u00e5 dem, utan de har blivit starka och orkar h\u00f6ja sig igen.<br>Nacken, som i b\u00f6rjan inte orkade h\u00e5lla huvudet som var s\u00e5 fullt av sorg uppr\u00e4tt utan l\u00e4t det sjunka ner mot kn\u00e4na i f\u00f6rtvivlan, har blivit starkare och har styrka att h\u00e5lla huvudet uppe.<br>Benen som f\u00f6r ett \u00e5r sedan var f\u00f6rlamade av sorgens tyngd, benens muskler som kved och v\u00e4rkte i protest mot det nya, det tunga b\u00e4r mig igen och tar mig steg f\u00f6r steg.<br>Ett steg i taget.<br>Jag g\u00e5r ett steg i taget.<br>Fram\u00e5t. <br>I mitt nya liv.<br><br>Mitt liv utan dig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed-youtube wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-embed-aspect-4-3 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<div class=\"video-responsive\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Evighet Tomas Andersson Wij\" width=\"500\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/cput3eYayzQ?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; 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